All I can see all around me are flowers and that was exactly something I did not want to paint.
So I blocked myself for 2 whole days trying to paint something totally different that I wanted to create a theme around.
But this started last night and poured out of me totally today. Its so different when you are in a state of fun and exploration not forcing anything.
We need to be more like that in life and it will be so much more enjoyable.